2015 - HAPPY NEW YEAR!

2015 has arrived!! I first want to say a MASSIVE Happy New Year! and I hope everyone has an amazing new year!! 

To me 2015 is going to be year of doing what I want and being independent as in march I will be 20. I have been quite afraid of 2015 because I know it's the year of me growing up more and officially becoming an adult, which is quite scary to think about. I am determined to prove everyone that I can stand on my own two feet and fight for stuff myself. So I'm going take the world in my own hands and show people what I can do when I am determined to improve not only myself but how people think about me.  

My plan for 2015 is quite short as I not 100% sure on what I want to do with my life at the moment, so my plan is to write out my CV and hand them out to any shops and basically see where that takes me. I have also planned to get more fitter as I personally think my body shape can be improved, so I'm determined to change my eating ways as in 2015 (hopefully) I will become A LOT healthier . I have come to think that I cant hide away any more as in to hide away from this I'm not so good at, This year I'm going to try everything that comes my way. I am willing and want to try new experiences in 2015.

Throughout 2015 I am keeping a scrapbook to record my 2015 highlights, which will make me want to make this year the best year ever. It will help me remember all the good moments in my life that will happen and make me want to put down when I complete or accomplish something new. I'm hoping by the end of 2015, I would of seen my friend from Australia and I would of got a job and I would of got over my fear of the till in a shop. I would also love to become happy with my body again and I also hope that I would of proved people wrong as well. I hopefully would of got a passport for one to prove my identity and two so in years to come I can book a flight to Paris or Australia.

I hope you all have a lovely new year! 

HAPPY NEW YEAR!!

2014

2014 has been a year that has brought excitement, confusion and most of all happiness! I have so many good memories that have happened this year, they are all ones that I will treasure forever! 

I'll start by saying thank you to my family who have each year brought happiness to my life and have supported me throughout everything! I want to say thank you to Karen because this year I have been to the incredible Harry Potter Studios for my birthday in March and of course I had the best time of my life! So thank you! 

I want to also thank my two main friends Steve and Destiny for making my three years of college so special and making every moment a moment to remember! I also want to thank my other friends from college because without you guys I would not have the memories and stories I can treasure forever!

I want to say a BIG thank you to Joel for bringing so much happiness in my life. I know we have only been talking for 5 months or so now but it seems like I've known you my whole life! I will be forever grateful for having you back in my life and I'll be forever grateful that I have gained such a great friend! :)

2014 has been a great year, as I personally think I have grown up a lot from just trying to figure out what I want to do with my life but 2015 is going to be my year as I want to get fitter and get a job to earn money to encourage myself to travel in the years to come! As I really want to travel the world! Especially Paris!!! 

And lastly, To Everyone I have met in my life I want to say thank you for bringing me to the place I am in now because without you being on a few journeys with me I would not be where I am today! So THANK YOU and I hope you all have a HAPPY NEW YEAR!!!! 

(This photo is from weheartit.com )

Christmas 2014

Hello, since I lasted posted we have all had Christmas! I hope you all had a lovely day with your family and I hope you all got what you wanted! 

I personally had a great Christmas, on Christmas eve I had my uncle and auntie up which was lovely because we don't see them that much so it was lovely to spend time with my family!. On Christmas day, I spent the day with my dad, mum and sister which was lovely to watch television together and just hang out and relax together. Finally on boxing day, I had my uncle and cousin up for dinner then my other uncle and auntie came up to join us which was great because we had pretty much all the family at my house, I did enjoy all three days because each day turned into a special day celebrated with family. 

Here is a few photos that I took on Christmas day!

My Stocking Fillers!

 My Main Present 

 My Main Present

My Main Present

My First Polaroid Photo

(Its me and my dog trixie)

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Christmas 2014

So its that time of year again, when the tree comes down, candles start burning festive scents and the advent calendar starts the countdown to.....CHRISTMAS!!!! 

I love Christmas as it's the one time of the year you can enjoy festive coloured lights and festive scented candles and also enjoy mouth watering chocolates in the morning from your advent calenders. 

Here is a few selection of photos of what my living room tree is like:

ENJOY!

 (A candle arch with a village scene that sits on my family's fireplace)

xxx

Growing up!

As I get older I find that responsibility and independence is 2 big steps, I and everyone in the world has to take in their lives. As I'm a very shy person, taking those two steps are very scary for me! Also I found in life, not everything happens how you imagine. As for a few years I have like someone but it has only just come to me that I have wasted those years thinking what if this happened and what would I do if this happened or someone said this. etc. By doing this and thinking these things I have really been living for that certain someone until one day he may like me back but that's wrong! that's stupid! I have wasted though years thinking about him but what I should been doing is thinking about my life and how I want to live it!. 

My life now is gong to be about me! I am going to start thinking about myself bit more and to get my life sorted! Yes I'm going to see boys that I like but I'm not going to make them a main part in my life! 

What I'm trying to say is if you like a certain person, keep your life on track and include them in pats of your life,but if your life is a bit of a mess and you don't know what you want to do in life (like me) then my advice is to start your life as a fresh, start applying for jobs and encourage yourself to do more. When the time feels right, include people in your life as you and your life will be settled and you will feel fresher and prepared to deal with other things!

I'm only 19 and I'm finding life quite difficult but I know in the new year, I'm going to sort my life out and yes it may not be perfect but as I take those steps of responsibility and independence I know my life will turn around for the good.Which I am kind of looking forward to see where my life will take me!

I really hope some of these things have helped you in some way or form,if your are going through this kind of thing yourself! feel free to comment and let me know what your struggling with (if you want too) and I will try and help and advice you!Or you can comment to let me know if you have any other advice that may help me and anyone who reads this! :D

xxx

The Christmas tag!!

           Now I'm on bloglovin I saw a thing going around which was called 'the Christmas tag!' 

                                                                    so I thought I would do as well.

                                                      1. What is your favourite Christmas Movie/s?

My FAVOURITE Christmas movie is 'the Christmas carol' which I watch religiously each year, I will probably still will even when I'm older! I find the Christmas carol lovely to watch even though Scrooge is a nasty man but I love how the three spirits change him for the better!

My second favourite is 'the Polar Express' because come on! it a magical train going to the north pole! who doesn't love it!!

2. Do you open your presents on Christmas Eve or Christmas morning?

My family wait until Christmas morning! We start the day  at 6:30 or around that time! and we head to the living with our stockings and crackers in our pjs, we wish everyone a merry Christmas, we give my dog a present to keep her busy while we open ours! and then we have a routine on who opens their presents first, the routine is my sister opens first then me then mum then dad. Once we have opened our presents and had our crackers. We set up for the main Christmas present which is very very exciting!

3. Do you have a favourite Christmas memory?

My favourite memory is when my nan use to come round for Christmas each year and watch my and my sister open our present, we use to show her each and every one and even though she didn't know what many of them of been or how it works, she had a bright smile on her face because we were happy! 

4. Favourite festive food?

This is hard because I love the tin of sweets you can get! which my favourite in the quality streets (or roses) is the strawberry chocolate sweet! But I think my favourite festive food is a good Christmas dinner! Nothing can beat a good  Christmas dinner! 

5. Favourite Christmas gift?

This is very very difficult to say because I love all the present I get and I appreciate each and every one but I think the one that sticks out is when my sister got my a signed copy of a Selena Gomez album which at the time you couldn't get in the UK.Which i ended up crying ha-ha

6. Favourite Christmas scent?

My favourite scent is the smell of fresh opened tin of roses, which is were you get all the scents from the chocolates hit you all at once especially the strawberry! Once I smell that I know its Christmas!

7. Do you have any Christmas Eve traditions?

Yes, my family always have ham, egg and chips. Its not Christmas eve if we don't have that meal

8. What tops your tree?

My living room (front room) tree has a lovely red bow on top! On top of my nan's tree which sits in my family's kitchen is a big gold star. On top of my mums tree in her bedroom is a snowflake and on top of mine and my sister room (we share a room) is a  gold glittery angel.

9. As a kid what was the one (crazy, wild, extravagant) gift you always asked for but never received?

My gift as a kid I wanted was moon boots, but I never got sadly!

10. What's the best part about Christmas for you?

Mine is the build up to Christmas.I do love Christmas Day though  it's always goes too fast, whereas the build-up from the end of November that just feels magical!  This includes Christmas shopping, tasty festive treats and baking, Christmas decorating and then sitting with only the Christmas tree lights on watching TV and  of course lots of Christmas film watching weekends!  

I hope you enjoyed this Christmas tag! and plus let me know what your answers are in the comments!

xxx

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