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Thursday, 26 March 2015


I've recently gone (and still going through) a part of my life where I'm scared to get a job because I have come to terms that I have a fear of failure which is all new to me, I knew before that I didn't like failing at school but I didn't think much of it, I've always stuck by if your doing your best than that's all you can do in that moment in time, but now I'm getting older I'm coming to realise that I cant always do my best, I need to work hard and improve my best ability to the finest to get a career that will support me. I've got told by friends that its "time to grow up, now your 20" but to be honest,in a way yes I need to grow up to a certain point but in a way No because no one grows up really, people just become more sensible and more aware of what they want to do in life, 

I think the main thing for all this is because I'm youngest of my family, its harder for me as now all of sudden I have to do things myself but before if I couldn't do things myself then someone else would dot it for me, I think along with the fear of failure, I have a fear of being independent but that's all down to because I'm not confident. Now I have found all this out about myself I can improve and start taking new steps to a scary but wonderful new outcome that can lead into my career for the future. I am starting to look at things in a clear view and becoming more confident, I'm starting to believe in myself as I know if I'm 100% sure about something I will do it no matter what!. 

For anyone who is going through this as well, or just feel the same about a different situation then my advice that I've got from my friends, is to start believing in yourself and look at things in a positive light and if your like me and start jumping to what I will be doing in 10 years time then what my friend told me today is to think about what you are doing right this moment and concentrate on your life now and not 10 years time, just control your mind. 

Thursday, 5 March 2015

Sisterhood Of The World Blogger Award!

Sisterhood Of The World Blogger Award

The rules:
1) Thank & link the blogger who nominated you
2) Answer the 10 question you were asked
3) Nominate another 10 bloggers
4) Create 10 questions for your nominates to answer.

Thank & Link
I've been nominated for sisterhood of the world blogger award by
Thank you and please check her out.

The 10 questions Amanda asked me
1. What is your favourite muffin/doughnut/cookie? *you may pick one, or all to answer*
My favourite muffin is a chocolate chip muffin especially when its warm.
My favourite doughnut is the strawberry ringed doughnut with sprinklers on top of it.
My favourite cookie is the milk chocolate chip cookie.

2. What three ingredients would you put on your pizza?
I like cheese and tomato pizza, so I think my three ingredients would be two different kinds of cheese and tomato. Haha.

3.If you could have a exotic pet (and it was ethically acceptable) What animal would you want?
 My exotic pet would be either a monkey or a koala because I love both and both are so fluffy and cute which would great have a cuddle with.

4. What is your favourite perfume/cologne, and what does it smell of?
My favourite perfume is the Britney Spears Midnight Fantasy and Fantasy perfume because I love the packaging and the presentation of the bottles, These perfume smells like Floral.

5.What is your favourite season and why?
My favourite season is winter because I love cosying up by a burning fire with a hot cup of tea after coming out the bitter cold winds. I also love winter as it nearer Christmas.

6.If you could change your name, would you? What would you change it to or why would you keep it the same?
I wouldn't change my name as I personally love my name as it is so unusual. As there is a story to my name I love telling people the story as the story is unique as well. 

7. What did you do for your last birthday?
Me and my sister went to the Harry Potter studios in London.

8.Do you have any tattoos? If no, would you like one?
I don't have any tattoos, and I'm not sure if I want one either, If I did chose to have a tattoo I  would chose a tattoo that reassembles me and my sister as we are very very close.

9. What is your favourite quote?

10. What is one funny memory from your childhood that you don't' mind sharing?
When I was younger, I use to be eating my dinner at the table and That day my dad was on the hone to his sister in Wales but I always thought my dad was speaking I said to my mum "I didn't know dad could speak French?" She just laughed and said" He's speaking welsh, not  French! 

My Nominates:
I noimate....

My question for my nominates:
1. What's your Nickname?
2.Do you have any pets or if not then what animal would you like as a pet?
3.What is the top three things you would grab if there was a fire#?
4.What is your favourite present you have ever gotten for Christmas/birthday?
5. What's your phobias?
6. Where in the world would you love to live?
7. What is your favourite drink?
8. What is one thing that you love about yourself?
9. What has been your greatest achievement so far?
10. Why did you chose to make a blog?

And final for those who aren't nominated or or those who have just come across this blog post, why don't you answer these questions below, I would love find out your answers!


Sunday, 1 March 2015

My School Experience.


I am 19 years old and when I think back to my school times,I mainly think back to primary school and my secondary school because those two schools are when I meet new people and got to  have new experiences. I can't remember much of Infants as I was quiet ill so that experience was mostly a blur. I do remember that I used to go to a lesson for the recorder but when it was time to perform in front of my year in assembly, the lady that taught me told me (and only me) to PRETEND to play as I personal thought she wanted her daughter in lime light, who was also involved in the recorder group. So I ended up pretending to play this recorder in front of my whole was so embarrassing!! Luckily no one knew.

Primary School
When I first started Primary school, I was so nervous as I had to move up into a bigger school than I was use to, but soon enough the school was pretty simple, you couldn't get lost as you just went around in circle. In Year 3, I was too shy to make new friends so I mostly minded my own business. In Year 4/5, I made some new friends,which I had most of my lessons with, which was very good, I remember me and my friend use to ask to go to the toilet together, and stay in the toilets for a while to just gossip. Ha-ha. My other friend use to go to guitar lessons, and she use to play new songs and tunes she use to learn to me. In Year 5/6, I meet a boy who came over from Australia with his family, His dad did a house swap with a teacher at my primary school, and I ended up being very good friends with him. I remember playing a game called cops and robbers, (which is a game where half of your friend group are robbers and you have to try and not get caught by your other friend group who were coppers, the aim of the game was just not to get caught.) Me and my friend and my new Australian friend use to play this all the time with our other friends, I always ended up getting caught.

Secondary School
Now I was 12, I sadly had to leave Primary school and move up to a bigger school, which once you got use to it, this school just went round in a square so you couldn't get lost really. In Year 7 I made some new friends, but I mostly stayed with my friends from primary school. In this year, I got friends with a boy named Jordan, which him and me and my friend from my English class and her "boyfriend" use to all walkl up to the pond,(it was outside of school bounds and a good chilling place for friends but I was super scared I would get caught.) we use to always hang out there, but no matter where I was standing at this pond area, I always managed to fall, which I remember once I got stuck in a massive pile of mud so Jordan and my friends "boyfriend" had to help me out which ended up all three of us being late for class and looking a right muddy was embarrassing as it didn't look good for me as I was with two boys and all of us were muddy Ha-ha. 

From the years 7-9 me and Jordan had a on-off "relationship" which slowly ended but our friendship stayed strong as we were very similar in the way we think. Sadly in year 9 I got bullied, but it soon stopped as I stuck up for myself and stood to what I believed in and never stood for anything she said. (and plus she lived across the road to me so it soon stopped). In year 10, I slowly faded away from the people from primary school, I now had my own little group which contained myself, Nicole, a girl called Shannon and poppy and Emma. We hanged out together in and out of school. I had a mixture of friends but those 4 girls stayed with me along my last few years left of school. Year 11 was a confusing and tease time as GCSE's began, I had to do hours and hours of exams but for me personally I had a smooth time as I didn't stress too much. 
The best moment was when I got an A* for my portrait of my sister in my art class and the girl that always competed with me only a C, (she didn't like me no matter how friendly I was to her) so I half made sure she knew my was a classic moment!! Ha-ha.

I hoped you enjoyed learning and reading some funny moments in my school moments. 
Feel free to leave some funny moments that have happened to you at school or just life. 
Feel free to let me know if you would like to read more about my school/college life.